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Lily nodded, watching him stand up. She sighed though while ruffling her fingertips through her hair, noticing how he just moved away. He did not yell, nor did he cry. She seemed to be a little surprised. Lily closed the door, locked it while she packed her things. She packed the candy, her lips curled up while she dimmed the lights. It didn’t take long for her go upstairs herself. She sighed though, moving into the bathroom so she could change clothing. She was in her pajama’s and Lily couldn’t help but to feel the need to check up on Cloud. “Dear?” she asked while she opened the door, looking inside only to find him hiding his face. She felt the need to hold him, hug him while falling asleep. That would probably cheer him up. She wasn’t sure where the line would be for him, but hugging each other wasn’t that bad. 

For him, there was only a vague and blurry line. A line whose existence was only slight, and depended on the spoint of view to be seen. He was curled up, close to falling asleep by the time she arrived in the room. He heard her come in, hell, it was hard for him to miss her having come in. He softly held his breath, not sure what she wanted from him. She had confused him, broken up his reality and never truly given him a new one. Or at least, the one he received confused him even more. He could hardly accept it. To him, voilence, pain, being taken were signs of love. Or they used to be until she told him that they weren’t. That they were anything but signs of love. That signs of love where entirely different things. Different to a mom then what he thought was the case. He waited, breathlessly while he would not make a move.

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"Wait, if you are twenty then you are old enough. Still I am not sure," Lily slightly turned her head while she looked at him. Lily moved a little closer, she even sat down next to him. She wasn’t really sure how he was going to respond. Lily did not know how to respond to this. He was old enough, sure, but she wasn’t really sure if she should give in. It felt wrong. Really wrong. It felt like he was still a child in her opinion. The way he acted.. it was still the behavior of a child. Lily closed her eyes, ruffling her fingertips through her hair. "Why won’t you understand how wrong I think it is? You want this for the wrong reasons," 

"How can there be a wrong reason for wanting this?" he asked, looking down to the ground as he did in the hope to somehow understand what she was talking about. It felt so off to not be able to do things like that. Even though it might have been a simple thing to understand for those who grew up in this world. But his world had been destroyed, denied and told off for it. And for someone who was quite young mentally, it was something that was nearly impossible to accept that the person whom he had trusted and whom he had believed from the last memories he could remember had been lying to him. Lying about the very truth of this world. Lying about the one thing that was important to know and which would change his whole relationship.

"Because here it is wrong to have sex with your child," sure he wasn’t her actual child. Only Cloud did not seem to realize that. Lily would feel dirty, extremely dirty if she would have to do such a thing. She wouldn’t do it, she couldn’t think of a reason that would change her mind. She felt like this was a wrong thing. She couldn’t help it. Lily slightly turned her head, looking at him while she just wished he could understand her. It was wrong, just really wrong to do such a thing. Lily shook her head again, looking in front of herself while she wondered, how long would he stay with her. He would probably run away from her. At least he would be a little older, he would have little knowledge. That’s all she could do for him.

He seemed upset. More then that. He was upset. He was quiet as he sat there, not saying another word about hers. He felt in pain. “Alright. I understand..” he said sottly as he nodded. It was too much. It was too much. He softly got up again. “I am tired, I will be going inside again..” he said as he slowly made his way inside. He looked down to the ground, walking towards the bedroom as he was quiet and actually did the oposite of what she thought he’d do. He was quiet as he slowly curled into the bed, not taking off his clothes as he had no idea that he had to when not having sex. He went under the blankets and curled himself up without showing hs face. He tried to control himself but tears started flowing again, but he didnt sob. He stayes quiet as he tried his best to not feel upset or unloved just because she didnt want to touch him.
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"Wait, if you are twenty then you are old enough. Still I am not sure," Lily slightly turned her head while she looked at him. Lily moved a little closer, she even sat down next to him. She wasn’t really sure how he was going to respond. Lily did not know how to respond to this. He was old enough, sure, but she wasn’t really sure if she should give in. It felt wrong. Really wrong. It felt like he was still a child in her opinion. The way he acted.. it was still the behavior of a child. Lily closed her eyes, ruffling her fingertips through her hair. "Why won’t you understand how wrong I think it is? You want this for the wrong reasons," 

"How can there be a wrong reason for wanting this?" he asked, looking down to the ground as he did in the hope to somehow understand what she was talking about. It felt so off to not be able to do things like that. Even though it might have been a simple thing to understand for those who grew up in this world. But his world had been destroyed, denied and told off for it. And for someone who was quite young mentally, it was something that was nearly impossible to accept that the person whom he had trusted and whom he had believed from the last memories he could remember had been lying to him. Lying about the very truth of this world. Lying about the one thing that was important to know and which would change his whole relationship.

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Lily rolled her eyes, picking up the lollipop so she could throw it away. When he moved to the backdoor she did follow him, her eyebrows furrowed together. She wasn’t sure if she needed to say anything, all she did was keep her eyes up on him while she studied the back of his head. “You knew this. I wouldn’t touch you. Not in that condition. I’ll consider it once you’re old enough but now. No. I’m sorry dear,” she pressed her lips against of each other, watching Cloud from a distance while she wondered what he would do. Surely he was a little taller and perhaps a little more threatening, she wouldn’t let him notice that.

Cloud sighed at her words. “Even though I’m already twenty earth years…” he said softly as he looked down. He had just about connected the dots of how time went here and in his own world. Which meant that he was older here then he was in his own world. He softly ate the candy bar without saying another word, not feeling like saying anything more. He just sat there, watching the earthly nature since he never really took teh time to see it. It was so different from his own world, where things could look so strange if you compared them to here. The animals too. The animals on his world were much like a human cow, if you wanted to compare them at all. Though that’s pretty much where the comparisons stopped.

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"Yes you are!" Lily answered while she looked at him. Alright he had grown a lot and he did look a lot older. Still it appeared he did not know exactly how she meant it. “Well I am not going to touch you Cloud, so what are you going to do about it?” she muttered while moving up again. Lily was quite small. She was 5 cm smaller now. She shook her head though. “I ain’t going to do it. I am not going to touch you. You’ll have to force me and that’s not going to happen,” the way he stood there, like a big child. He was taller than she was but he was still pouting. 

"T…THIS IS SO UNFAIR." he started, stomping away to the kitchen, leaving the once dropped lolipop behind as he walked towards the kitchen in order to get something else to eat. He felt so incredibly angry. He then went out the backdoor, holding onto a snickers bar and sat down there. The fresh air might cool his head off, or so the alien hoped. After all, it wasn’t often that he was this angry. This unstoppably angry. to the point where he had hardly had any self control left. And it might, actually frighten him instead of what he pretended to be, which was that he was totally used to it.

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"Because touching you is bad, Cloud. You’re too young, you’re supposed to be my child. I can’t touch you, that’s wrong here on Earth. I find it wrong. Why do I have to proof myself that I love you? I just do. You don’t want me to do such things. You’ll need a girlfriend for that," or a hooker. But Lily wasn’t going to order him a hooker, that would be stupid. She sighed, ruffling her fingertips through her hair. Lily wasn’t bored, she was frustrated. She wanted him to be big enough to understand what she had mentioned. It would make things so much easier. 

He frowned at her, his eyes showing his annoyance. “I am not too young!” he said as he clearly didn’t like how she kept on rejecting him. Having a short temper was not helping either. “But I want mama to touch me, not some ‘girlfriend.” he said, actually having near to no idea what a girlfriend is, so that was not helping either. Especially now that he was growing more and more annoyed at the moment. He slowly stood up looking at her as he was now actually a full fledged 1.70 tall. Which was about 30 cm taller then before. If not more. He looked away, his arms folded over each other as anger clearly was reflected on his face, a frown having knot itself onto his face as he pouted.

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"Alright then, but I hope you do realize that I will notice when you try to sneak out. Or if you have, I can smell it," Lily mentioned while she raised her eyebrow. She had offered to come along, he did not want it.. so that was a shame. Lily chuckled once while she watched him, she looked rather curious. "What I want to do? I’ve got to say dear that I am a really boring vampire. Why don’t you suggest me something, I’m curious to what you want to do," perhaps he would suggest something nice. Perhaps he would realize that she wasn’t going to do something dirty to him. 

He blinked a few times, surprised that she almost knew what he was thinking. It was so close to it that he really was shocked, which was clearly visible on his face. Then he frowned before leaning more against her. “I… I… I don’t know… everything I usually do.. is bad… so… ” he said, turning his head down as his expression turned somewhat sad. He was actually kind of upset over it, mostly since he was so used to it and still didn’t really posses the ability to be able to tell why it was such a bad thing to do. “I’m not.. big enough to do the usual things… or be loved.. so.. ” he said as he trembled slightly again. This time only faintly making a gap appear between him and her.

The shock upon his face caused her to chuckle. Lily slightly turned her head. “Just say something, I promise you that I won’t get mad,” Lily slightly turned her head. She felt guilty now, she had declined everything he wanted to do just because it felt bad in her opinion. He probably was scared to tell her what he really wanted to do. Lily sighed and she moved up, slightly moving Cloud off her lap so she could move towards of the TV. Perhaps he wanted to watch a movie, she honestly had n idea what to do. “I love you, as my child. You know that..” Lily insisted while she sat down in front of the TV. Lily opened the closet while she started to move through her blue-rays. Lily soon turned her head. Perhaps he wanted to play a game, that could be something as well. 

He looked up at her when she sighed. Had he disappointed her? Had he made her sigh this way? He was really worried, knowing what a tv was but not sure whenever this was because she was indeed bored of him or some else reason. “Then why won’t you touch me. I want to be touched. That’s what I want to do.”  He said as he made himself curl up, even though his uncomfortably fast growing body wasn’t really allwing him to anymore. This time his legs had grown a bit taller.

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